The Green Light

Susan here to let you all know that the light turned green.
After a valiant fight to remain here with me, Kelley finally stepped through that door on his next adventure.  He passed in the wee hours of the morning 24 October 2019, with full knowledge that we will see each other again.  His pain is gone, and I feel he knows that I will be fine.

I know he appreciated all of you and had hopes that you gleaned a little knowledge from his posting.  He was adamant about taking responsibility for your own heath.  Be mindful of what you eat, drink, and put on your body.  Avoid stress at all costs, the damage can be irreparable.   

I intend to take his cremains to his beloved mountains and scatter him from the highest I can.  The winds will take him everywhere from that vantage point.  But, truly, his Spirit is already everywhere.

This is probably be the last post and I wish you all good health and long life.

Sincerely,
Susan 

 

Susan here to update you on Kelley

Susan here to update you on Kelley.  The past week has been most difficult and he barely logs onto the computer, let alone post.  The morphine keeps him satisfactorily pain free, but also causes him to sleep most the day.  I know his main concern is getting me situated the best he can.  It's keeping him here, I know.  We have Hospice coming once a week now to check in on him and they have been very helpful to us both.  Kelley is still ambulatory, using his walker to get around.  It sat in the closet for nearly 18 months and we nearly gave it away...

We both of us certainly missed our trip out West, but the snows are now there. Our window of time closed.  Kelley is in no condition to drive, let alone comfortably sit in the passenger seat.  But, our computer desktops are a slideshow of all the wonderful places we have been, through all the seasons of our life together.  Forty years is a long time to live with a person.  I cannot remember a time when there was not Kelley in my life.  He is amazingly strong willed and it got him through many trying times.  Unfortunately, this was not one of them.   We had dreams fulfilled, but there were more.....

Ok!  I showed you my hospice care area, and I'll pretty much stay here till those final moments.  I don't have a lot of energy left to do much else.  A little TV, and computer play, and mostly sleep.
I don't fear death, at this point, as spiritually I'm in the right place.  Scientifically I'm curious.  What will that exact moment be like?
Frankly, I welcome all this in a way.  The world, has gone crazy, and I really don't want to be part of it anymore.
For me, the moment will be special, as I can bond with Susan, becoming part of her very soul.
Let's see if I can get a few more days.

The Solution

The Great Escape 2

Paid cash for it and it's a great place to go when the condo slips away.

The only issue now is that the Condo Association won't let us keep it here.  At the moment, our homeless shelter, is homeless.  That's the next issue to solve while I'm still on the planet.